About to get lazyyyyy

I have not been myself lately..
Well, not that I know how my real self is like.
Would love to know if things are different.
I want to know if my life is better when I'm motivated and more inspired.
Damn.... I don't know if I could call that 'lazy'.
That is such a cruel and yet deep word, describing how I am right now. Really.

If I'm not 'lazy'... I could do soo much for everyone at work and at home.
I should start thinking straight.. ANd not dream too much.

Yes, I like to fantasize a lot and yes I sometimes don't make sense to logical people, but this is who I am. But should I even be proud thinking this way? I fear not.

So yes.. I might do some ground breaking action in my life.. And yes, I might jumped outside the box. And I might fall and break here and there.. But isn't that life? Isn't life supposed to hurt?

Anyway... I am trying to do something 'ground breaking'. Let's not call me 'lazy' anymore. Not that anyone has ever call me that, but I know some might think about it.

Dare to tell me and I'll die in shame. But most likely I'll hit you in the face.
Just kid.

Well... God. Let's hope my 30 year old -soon to be 31- brain can still work. All hail Bexie Kanpu, the laziest kick ass b*tch in town!

Kanpu the Bex.