God, why can't I stop thinking about him?
I really think about him every single minute of the day! Not only I'm thinking about him, but I'm also imagining how it would feel like to be married to him!!
ARRRGGHHHH!!! I am OBSESSED!! Dang it, it's high school all over again (Or college..which ever).
I can't believe this.. I truly can't. This is because I don't hangout much or socialize a lot, isn't it? I'm such a dork, even after all this time, I still can't take things at ease.
Dude, RELAX! Chill!! Back off will ya? You totally need to hangout more >>>> Inner feelings.
My coz finally got married today. Yup. He's married and know what? I'm now officially the only one that hasn't married yet from all my cousins. DANG IT! DAAANG ITT!!! Damn you coz, why can't you wait for me??
Hehehe... Of course, if he waited for me, he would be waiting a whole lifetime til I do it first.
Ok, so back with my obsession of the other him... *sigh*... He doesn't even remember me anymore!! Hell yeah, I've only met him once, did not impress him a lot as he called me 'mbak', talked for like 5 minutes, and then that's it!
I wished he remembers me though, but I doubt it. Then, I browsed pictures in FB and even though I've seen it a hundred times, and knowing he's got a girlfriend, I still freaking wished he's miiinee... !!
Mondo crudele...Perche la vita confonde??
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